I Love You

My Proposal- I Love You!

I love you, but I don’t know if it is true.
I love you so much that I can’t leave you behind, even if it will take my life away. But I still don’t know if it is true love.
I love you so much that whatever you want from me, I would give it to you but what I feel for you will never go beyond what you want me to be.
I don’t know I love itself is what I feel for you. But if I get to know that you want something I can’t sit around. Even if you say no I will have my eye on you. I will keep myself out of site. But I will be there. So whenever you need help, you wouldn’t have to ask, I will be there.
I am like a common man but. Unlike many common men, I care about you. So much that I will do anything and everything you would want, without waiting for you ask for it.
It is true that I tell you each and every sentence starting it with “I”, but I am sure that went ever I do something or think of anything your name and your wish will come to me first.
You comfort my heart of any burden. All that is needed is a word, a smile, a scolding, a memory or that wonderful face of yours. Any link I have with you is a blessing. It makes me feel so pure because you are cerene.
This is the reason why I will do anything for you; I want to be the same for you, All the goodness in the world.
I love you so much that I can ever say “No” to you. Whatever you wish will come true no matter what it will cost.
I can’t find a single reason why I love you. But whenever I think of you, my first thought is, I Love You. I find your believes better than anything because I trust you and I believe that, if you did it there will be a reason which is for the better. I will not let do anything wrong, consciously or otherwise, because I want you to be the greatest not just here, there or just in front of me. I want you to be so in front of the whole world.
I want for you what you want for yourself, but I will only want it if it is for the better.
I will not choose for you. But I will stand by you in all your choices. To face any consequence or to raise you up to cherish your success, I will be there for you.

I Love You, Not beyond what you want.
I Love You, as you are.
I do not know if it is Love, But I can think of any other word but these, I Love You more than anything else in this world.
You will be the center of my heart, but I will never let down my responsibilities. This is My Love , My Respect.

It's Good to have Someone!!!!.......

It’s Good to have Someone

          Out in the world I see many types of people but I like to talk about lonely types. They are different and interesting but some say I am one of them. I don’t know. They stay alone they do everything alone. They want to be left alone but will love to have company but they always have specifications.  They don’t joke in relations and but will love to have fun. It’s contradicting no; to at least some of you it will feel so.

          You know something about these people. They recover fast from any negative feedback. You have to break up with a friend it will make you sad and you might get affected each time you see them. Let’s think, what will these people do?

People say I am one of them so I will tell what I might do. Slowly withering away, I will r to hold it together by talking more or by doing the things we do together more and so on. Still it keeps withering let it go its way. But nothing will change from my side. My smile and my words will stay the same. If it’s a sudden break away I will wait for a reason. I will keep asking. I don’t ask for an explanation and I will not give promises of a better me I want to know “Why?” that’s all. My smile and my words will stay the same.

         So in my case there is a one more thing I never had a friendship that lasted for a period. May be one month maybe three sometime a week that was all. I did feel bad that I was alone but I managed to pull it off at all times till now. You know things change with time. I found a friend. Who understood me and wants to listen to me. She trusts me enough to talk to me. I understand her more now. The deeper I go the simpler it becomes. I find a very bubbly and friendly character on top a rather calm character in side then to a humble simple girl with qualities that only goddess are said to have. I always want to tell her something, and want to tell her these words alone. “I am happy to have you!”

Those lonely people out there, it’s good to self-sustaining and is better also. But it feels great to say and know you have someone when you really mean it! It really makes a difference.

Earlier you would have been able to overcome any disturbance without sharing with someone. Now it will feel like it has become a weakness that you will want to tell this person everything, just to feel better. But the realization of the fact will become the greatest strength.

That proves it You might be good on your own but it feels good to have someone, And that is the greatest strength.

         Can you be that one person for anyone? That will make a difference.

No more One Day Its Today!

No More One Day It Today

          There are people around us that say One day I will do that, One day I will reach there, One day I will make every one correct what they saw. You know what these are just excuses to escape from criticisms. They are usually lazy ones who just keep post ponding work, the ones who hesitate to take the first step. The world will call them crazy but I saw different. They are the most powerful people in the world. They just lack motivation. They are people how have the power, knows how to use it they just don’t know “Why?” to use it.

To motivate them some say “Do it for your parents!” If parents haven’t given the child a reason to live then why should they? To motivate this person A Lover says, “Do it for me!” I will tell this lover, “First give your partner a reason to do it for you, and then give advice”. There are many around these people to advice such people but just one to inspire them.

You know another thing about such people some know that it is inspiration that they want and they go searching for it. Some succeed but those how fail might fall into a depression. Inspiration is not Love because inspiration is a reason to do what is right and to oppose what is wrong. It is the strength to go on and to fight for what you want.

I give a Barbaric yaps out to the world, to those of you out there. If these words will change your life and you can make this world a better place, I speak to you:

“Do what is needed to get want you want and

 Do it the in a way that you have to get it done today to get a result at all.

Live today like today is the only day

Stop asking ‘How to know what’s the right thing to do?’

Because you are bringing your dream true.

Just know, I you love it do it  !!!!!”

You have No Reaon to Hide!

You have No Reason to Hide!

I see a heart in those eyes

I see love blossom

I see loneliness and fear

I am by your side

You are special in all the ways I can imagine, but I still can’t define how you are so! You are so special to me that, I will lift the world in my hands if you desire it.

You have always tried to hide your face, though not literally but I saw your shield and I saw right through it. Now you are tying it with your hair.

You know you can’t hide from me, as I see not your physical appearance but your heart. Every tear that you think of will be stopped not because of the selfish thought that, “They burn me!” I will prevent every sorrow and every threat that comes your way not because my selfish heart feels your pain and that I can’t bare it. I shall do you good and keep you well, because I want you to be happy and well more than anything else in this world.

You turn away from me because you believe it’s for the best. I respect your decision and stand my distance. Yet I stand by the word I had given, “I will stand by you in any crisis, even when you wish me away”

For every beating heart there is a reason, and mine is to be there for you; as a friend, a brother, a protector or anything at all.

You are my gravity and you are my earth. You are the center to which I am attracted and you yourself are the reason for it. My feelings have no reason but yourself. So for that same reason, You have no reason to hide.

Your conscious thought wishes me away, but your hearts desires to have me with you. That is and always shall be the only reward I would ever need, to live my life.

This Might be A Rare and Strange Relation!

This Might be A Rare and Strange Relation!

          I have led a lonely life with sharing anything about my personal life to anyone. Yes, I was very reserved! It was not of ego that no one is good enough for me. But it was just a decision taken when some of the people around me told me that I was a disturbance for them. They also added that it was not some thin for that time alone that was the case no matter what ever or whenever it is that I do.

          I did enjoy this reservation I got time to think. I prepared for different situations that could come in life. Alone but I was contempt with what I had. I had my thoughts as my friends.

But all that is old school in college I got a friend strange coincident but I got a friend with a reason and without a common link. Friendship at First sight!

          But a little time back she asked me to stay away and I agreed. This was a usual incident and I used to persist on not leaving and everything will be fine the next minute. But that time I agreed to stay away because I could hear shouting in the back ground. So I guessed that she is doing this due to pressure from situation. But I couldn’t help to think from that very moment I told her, “OK!”, that she expected me to consolidate her.

You must wonder what is so strange in this relation. This is it; I can and will be that best friend for her. So is she for me and we will be good for each other. But we can’t friends, “Why?” That is the strangeness. The separation and the bound without a reason. That is why she is still important for me. We might be apart and we might not talk she might not smile and I might not help her voluntarily; only because she asked me not to (I am willing and I have a drive to do it but I am afraid).

I will not approach her to know the reason and apologies. I will not wait for her to come to me and talk. I will talk to her as if nothing had changed because nothing has actually changed. We or maybe just me, just forgot where the spark laid. I will be there for her as I had and always will without any change with time.