Sunday, 13 July 2014

You have No Reaon to Hide!



You have No Reason to Hide!

I see a heart in those eyes
I see love blossom
I see loneliness and fear
I am by your side
You are special in all the ways I can imagine, but I still can’t define how you are so! You are so special to me that, I will lift the world in my hands if you desire it.
You have always tried to hide your face, though not literally but I saw your shield and I saw right through it. Now you are tying it with your hair.
You know you can’t hide from me, as I see not your physical appearance but your heart. Every tear that you think of will be stopped not because of the selfish thought that, “They burn me!” I will prevent every sorrow and every threat that comes your way not because my selfish heart feels your pain and that I can’t bare it. I shall do you good and keep you well, because I want you to be happy and well more than anything else in this world.
You turn away from me because you believe it’s for the best. I respect your decision and stand my distance. Yet I stand by the word I had given, “I will stand by you in any crisis, even when you wish me away”
For every beating heart there is a reason, and mine is to be there for you; as a friend, a brother, a protector or anything at all.
You are my gravity and you are my earth. You are the center to which I am attracted and you yourself are the reason for it. My feelings have no reason but yourself. So for that same reason, You have no reason to hide.
Your conscious thought wishes me away, but your hearts desires to have me with you. That is and always shall be the only reward I would ever need, to live my life.

Monday, 7 July 2014

This Might be A Rare and Strange Relation!



This Might be A Rare and Strange Relation!

          I have led a lonely life with sharing anything about my personal life to anyone. Yes, I was very reserved! It was not of ego that no one is good enough for me. But it was just a decision taken when some of the people around me told me that I was a disturbance for them. They also added that it was not some thin for that time alone that was the case no matter what ever or whenever it is that I do.
          I did enjoy this reservation I got time to think. I prepared for different situations that could come in life. Alone but I was contempt with what I had. I had my thoughts as my friends.
But all that is old school in college I got a friend strange coincident but I got a friend with a reason and without a common link. Friendship at First sight!
          But a little time back she asked me to stay away and I agreed. This was a usual incident and I used to persist on not leaving and everything will be fine the next minute. But that time I agreed to stay away because I could hear shouting in the back ground. So I guessed that she is doing this due to pressure from situation. But I couldn’t help to think from that very moment I told her, “OK!”, that she expected me to consolidate her.

You must wonder what is so strange in this relation. This is it; I can and will be that best friend for her. So is she for me and we will be good for each other. But we can’t friends, “Why?” That is the strangeness. The separation and the bound without a reason. That is why she is still important for me. We might be apart and we might not talk she might not smile and I might not help her voluntarily; only because she asked me not to (I am willing and I have a drive to do it but I am afraid).
I will not approach her to know the reason and apologies. I will not wait for her to come to me and talk. I will talk to her as if nothing had changed because nothing has actually changed. We or maybe just me, just forgot where the spark laid. I will be there for her as I had and always will without any change with time.

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