A Page of my Autograph

A Page of my Autograph

This page was by an angel. The world should know of her. Like any friend she came into my life. It was a fine evening when the sun was gold. At first there no communication, it was just that we know each other. Then it grew even without my knowledge. Now I see her on every day I have class.

I never knew what she was for me she became someone I look forward to meet every second. She kept me awake, made me think life was worth to life through.

I have many friends they never talk unless I talk to them. Years passed, with me initiating the talking process yet there is no one that came to me site with me and talk to me. She was no different but she made the difference. Her eyes talked to me. Every time I look at her they gave me what I always wanted “Peace!” Her pleasant smile it was always there, to get me out of any Knot of Thoughts.

Some to trust and someone that trusts, that is motivating. But it is the greatest to have both of them in the same person. Now I find such people. She is not like, “You tell me everything about I will tell you everything about me”. She is becoming what had been for others for years, A sponge.

I still don’t know how friends talk still she talks to me when I talk, I say everything about me but I have never heard a question “Why……?, What……?, How…..?” from her. And I don’t know if she is really interested to be, for me, someone I can share with. But I know she is not someone who will share her experience and thoughts with me, because I don’t know how to ask even if ask it will be a blunder. Though she might not be knowing this, she is the only motivation I have. Her eyes give me the spark to move on. A simple question to from her side fills any gap that we feel when we are alone. To be separate from us but yet to be everything that can possibly can that is a gift. She can bring a smile on anyone’s face without making herself a joker. That is what I call a gift and that’s why I call her an angel. She is there but never actually realized. I was never able to be the friend that she can share anything with, but she became the friend I always dreamed of having.

She took my word as they came from me trusted them as they were without a second question. People don’t do that with me. She kept apart my weakness and took my strengths as my qualities. She is like family that is with you and accepts you as you are and also gives you room to grow.

I wish to show the world the great women but there are hazards in this world that no one can prevent, so I have built her out of worlds. But there are limitations, as she is one of the favorite creations of God. How can I build her.

A Letter To My Mother!; Happy Mother's Day

A Letter to my Mother!

Dear amma,

          You been with me since the first breath I took in his world, and even before when I had not even had my first thought. Our bond is not like none other. I have never given you a smile because of my actions nor have I made your heart feel content, but my heart always beats for you. You know each one of my thought and every desire in me. That proves something, “You are my heart ad every beat it gives is a sign of my love for you.”

 I don’t know actions to convey my love for you. I know no deeds the express my care for. You are everything I will every need in my life. My words have hurt you, though I intend not to.  But those word are you in me. You taught me to think straight and speak to anyone face to face. You told me that I should be a Man, just like my father. You were my first guru and you gave me yet another.

You taught me tolerance and gave me the will to move on under any circumstance. You gave me a man as an example and he taught me courage, bravery and the true essence of a man. That yet again says, You are the key source, you love me and want me to be the best; The best in me!

          I failed to give you what you deserve. The love and affection you deserve. Yet you love me and you forgive me. For reasons I yet do not understand. I give you my live and everything in it, because you deserve the best I can get and that is everything I have. But that is nothing because you are the reason for all of that. I give you room at the center of my heart, I might not express it but you are my heart and you will know as I feel you there.

You have been there and will always be the first woman in my life.

To the irreplaceable love, unrecognized or unseen I offer to My Mother Myself My soul.

The Word of a Chauvinist!

The Word of a Chauvinist!

This world is always favoring women and these women are always complaining. The first qualification of a gentle man is, “Ladies First”. To hell with these mannerisms! What good do they do? Men give preference to women in their earned presence. What do we get in return?

“Thank you!” With their mouth and “What an idiot!” In their thoughts.

These women ask for respect and as they get it they ask for more. They say they deserve it. That is fine but they say they deserve much more. Respect is to be earned not begged, don’t they have shame. True manliness will respect those who are deserving and command respect for himself as well.

These women ask for reservation and special consideration so that they can compete equally with men. If that is the case then what do they mean by equality. If equal compete on equal grounds. Born a boy he is burdened with all the responsibilities of a house. They take it up, the pressure is sometimes containable and at other times not so. This pressure leads men to bad habits, which is a ‘ no need to know’ thought in this world. When these women bare this pressure. They say, “We are tortured!”

What do these women hold more? They say the greatness of motherhood, fine no objections! But The father has equal relevance. It is hard to understand and realize facts because this importance is, lets say complicated. No one can see it but it is still there, without it every thing will be incomplete.
For this same reason it is not understood by many. Men and women are two different sides of a coin; head can’t be the tail nor the other way around. I am not equating men or women to the head nor am I equating either of them to the tail. The point is that they are to different creations whose field of work is totally different. Both have different responsibilities in this world can we just mind their own. Want to try the other fine go ahead try it! But don’t claim it to be your rite that has to be given. You have rite to try but you have no command to demand it. Men don’t have it neither do women!

Our mother, she is to be held of great importance.Yes she is important and will be the most important of all in our lives. I just have two questions; (1) Should the mother respect and love the father? (2) If the mother respects and loves the father then what should the children do?

The family is a web no strand has preference nor more value. No strand can replace the other or can it do or be everything by itself. The web has a center and that is the creator of the wed. That is determined by your own concept.The world itself is The family.

You are the best at being yourself in your own field can we just stay the best?

See any religion there is a difference in the field of work for man and woman. They are equal but they work at different fields. That is the difference that is not understood. You might call me by different names but My concept remains the same.

My thought will always be, “Equal but Different. Helping and Concerned also Considerate but never Favoring.”

A Letter to Men and Women! A speech

A Letter to Men and Women

A woman has five forms in the life of a man; A Mother, sister, friend, love and wife and daughter.

There are five forms of a man in the life of a woman as well; A father, brother, friend, love and husband and son.

Woman say, “We hold positions of greater importance but we are never given the respect and importance we deserve, Why?”

Men say, “We hold up all the responsibilities, so we deserve the importance we are holding now.”

To Women I say, “Men were never given any power, they took it up with responsibility. If you look closer you can see love in it, at older times, men went out to work to avoid their female partners from going out and getting hurt. The men you criticize for holding all the power, out there, are facing all the problems you are including sexual harassment; in all senses. Men just chose to defend themselves against all these and keep moving forward, for their family. Yes I admit there are exceptions.”

To men how do not realize their responsibility I tell you this, “We are to treat woman with the same respect we expect from them. I say this because; they hold positions of equal importance in our lives as of those held by us in theirs”

To women I have one question. “Why do you ask for reservations, first preference and other such favors? Do you wish to admit that you are not equal or you are not strong enough to compete with men? You claim yourself equal to men then prove it by coming up to different positions when you are not favored. Anyone can come up when favored! If you claim yourself above don’t just talk, prove it through action.

I will tell you what these reservations and preferences are! I will call them, ‘Scrambles of bread that fall out of the plate’. If that is what you call equality then go on. If it the true sense that you want then, fight on equal grounds and earn you position.

To men I have a request if you see a woman struggling to reach heights don’t mind it let them. Don’t bother to obstruct or to help. But I have no suggestions to give if the one struggling is your love. Do what you heart desires but keep your boundaries, as you live in a society.

"Alone!" How s that possible?

Alone! How?

          After one whole day indoors I was dull and my brain num. So I thought I will go out said and have a short walk and come back i. Now it’s 7:52 pm on my new watch it has both digital and analog display; “Love it!”

          Took my companion, my camera, opened the door and walked out. Though I was experiencing the cool breeze and the fresh air, nothing gave energy to my mind. Nothing around me could wake me up from my, continues, sleep. In the next blink I saw a seen it gave me charge I needed. It woke me up from my sleep. See it yourself:

 There are perhaps a million droplets on that plant but each drop will feel lonely. Don’t you think! Each drop let will think.” When I fall, I fall alone no one will help me. Others might laugh. I will lose my existence as a drop let. Oh! What have I done to receive this punishment,   this distraction?”

          There are many people in this world but how many are there with us. We are always alone. Many can be there for us beside us, supporting us. But we are irreplaceable. What we have to do what we have to suffer what we have to endure to learn to grow and develop can only be done by us. The drop let when it strikes the ground it loses its existence as a droplet. But what is the gain for any one if it stays as droplet clinging to a branch It falls on the ground it can join with the great water bodies, becoming great themselves. It can get absorbed by plants and be a help to them. Lonely ness is just a misleading feeling you get when your eye are closed, when you are unable to see the one next to you. So when you feel alone just know; “You are Not Alone You are just blind folded!”

 Be a water droplet clean clear pure and beautiful at heart but have the heart to make sacrifices. Not just for you, for your friend family and the entire human raise.