This Might be A Rare and Strange Relation!
I have led a
lonely life with sharing anything about my personal life to anyone. Yes, I was
very reserved! It was not of ego that no one is good enough for me. But it was
just a decision taken when some of the people around me told me that I was a
disturbance for them. They also added that it was not some thin for that time
alone that was the case no matter what ever or whenever it is that I do.
I did enjoy this reservation I got
time to think. I prepared for different situations that could come in life.
Alone but I was contempt with what I had. I had my thoughts as my friends.
But all that
is old school in college I got a friend strange coincident but I got a friend
with a reason and without a common link. Friendship at First sight!
But a little time back she asked me to
stay away and I agreed. This was a usual incident and I used to persist on not
leaving and everything will be fine the next minute. But that time I agreed to
stay away because I could hear shouting in the back ground. So I guessed that
she is doing this due to pressure from situation. But I couldn’t help to think
from that very moment I told her, “OK!”, that she expected me to consolidate
her.
You must
wonder what is so strange in this relation. This is it; I can and will be that
best friend for her. So is she for me and we will be good for each other. But
we can’t friends, “Why?” That is the strangeness. The separation and the bound without
a reason. That is why she is still important for me. We might be apart and we
might not talk she might not smile and I might not help her voluntarily; only
because she asked me not to (I am willing and I have a drive to do it but I am
afraid).
I will not
approach her to know the reason and apologies. I will not wait for her to come
to me and talk. I will talk to her as if nothing had changed because nothing
has actually changed. We or maybe just me, just forgot where the spark laid. I
will be there for her as I had and always will without any change with time.
Dont be reserved.....U would regret later.....Now u might enjoy and come with lots of excuses but its a fact that u don't wish to be alone.....find some good friends if not parents or relatives to share everything .....
ReplyDeleteWe all are travellers ....U might find good and bad ones in between....Hold the hands of good ones whether its he/she and whatever they say by mistake or whatever the society say......don't get worried....go ahead......