I Got to Make a Wish!....

I Got to Make a Wish!....

            Last night in my sleep I saw a dream. An angel came and told me, “You are going to die now but your life deeds’ energy can be collected together to grant you one wish. Make a wish and dies with a peaceful mind.”

                        I thought to myself since I am dying maybe I should wish something for my family, that the gap made by me going will be filled. Then I thought that is selfish. I should, may be wish for something more. Like may be, Well timed weather changes; rain at the right time. Sun warmth everything.
Then I that was there we just made it worse, hmm “What should I wish for????......”

            Then it hit me. #Ting, #light bulb.

            I wish all the energy from my deeds be converted into an Angel that physically acts and that to visibly. Not the invisible kind of thing the physical magical powerful interference. I want him to defend the tortured, be the hand for the once light at hand. Be the feet to the once unable to stand. He should support the week and guard the noble and helpless.
Where the world fails to give justice, he should execute justice at Gods will.

            “Let’s take a walk by the river side with bank that have really soft grass and the river being so clear you can see the life in  it.” said the angel. I smile and said, “Where is the river, there is only this really bright light all around me.” The next second I was beside a beautiful river beside it beautiful greenery. I smiled and we walked.

            The breeze was soft and cool. It had a sweet smell of flowers. We walked for a while, talked nothing, and just kept walking. After a while, I saw a pretty large rock sat down on it with my feet dipped in water. Still the angel was silent.

            Then the angel asked what are you thinking about; I said, “What I had did, what I could have done, all my mistakes little good I did, mm I guess that’s it.”

The angel said “…and what did conjure from that thought?”

“I have wasted a lot of time, have made a bit of difference in a few lives. Still it feels like I could have done a lot better, I wished for such an angel because I dreamed of being such a human. I wished I had more time but I had all the time in the world. I didn’t commit good enough I didn’t do enough. I learned a lot shared some of it but only a few got a hold of it, at least in the proper sense. For all the good I have done I have way more flaws on the other side. Honestly I am confused. I don’t know what I did with my life!”

The angel replied with a question, “is this place beautiful?”

I said, “ Yes! It’s kind of a place I wanted to be in all day long for every day in my life”

One word for that is ‘Lazy’. Mm I guess he was right. I was so fed up with myself my dreams and all that I was doing and all that I have done and all that I wanted to do that I wanted time to come to a stand-still. Well so I guess you can say I am a bit lazy.

He continued, “Why is this place so beautiful to you?”, and I had no answer. So I just stared at him, with my eye brows up. He said “You see this place as beautiful as it is because you made this happen you want it to be beautiful”

As stunned as you are now, I just kept staring at him. “You do realize that this is happening inside your head, and when I described it to you, you guessed and imagined it to be beautiful, that is why it is. It is beautiful because you want it to be, you made it to be”

I guess he is right the world is a beautiful place but out of all the stress and the negative feeling that you have you don’t see the beauty of it you just see the negative. What we know is what we understand from what happens in front of us, even what we learn from our experience is centered around that.

Have an investigating attitude and happy thoughts to help then you learn more and more properly that is what I think

Well our conversation continued I asked, “Ok angel if that is so then what do you expect us to do?” His reply was strange and but sensible; “Do you really want me to answer that?” We always ask what how etc etc. We always want to be told what to do.

The reason is simple you have, I mean we have fear of failure. If it fails the blame should not come on me It is a s simple as that. If it is successful “I did it! Thank you for your support”. If not then, “I didn’t want this they told me to do it that is why I did it. It’s not my fault Ask them”

            “Mmm but why is the angel telling this to a man how is going to die, Why am I being reminded of what I did with my life” I thought to myself. I swallowed the question and asked, “What happen to my wish why are you we here talking; shouldn’t I be dying?”

            “You can’t wish for what every human being already is, always was!” and he was gone. Now it is my job, I mean our job to do what that angel in the wish would have done.

Being there…….