What should I do next!....?

What should I do next!....?

            It was the last day of the Himalayan trekking trip, ‘The Winter Trek’ and Iven was standing looking at The Sun coming up above the snowcapped mountains. “Hai!.. What happen you alright up there?” shouted Derik the camp guide. “Its cool I was just thinking…..You know plans and stuff…..”

            “That is a good spot to think about …..you know ‘stuff’ and all”, said Brian, Bindly followed up with a laugh. “hehe, aha”. They came up and stood next to Iven, they did waste time they started talking immediately, “Sit…” said Bindly, “Sure sis” followed Brian. Iven also sat down with a sigh.

“You alright? You been like, a bit off throughout the trip you do hang out good when people are looking but you seem disturbed what’s up?” asked Brian, “Oh! Come on tell us what you where trying to get away from then you decided to come for this trip?” Bindly bolted out.

            “ You two are special you know , You just can’t help it can you you always want to be there for someone how looks a bit sad, That could get you into trouble you know, I should know, I have got it  lot” Iven started in a mature and bold tone. “Did that stop you?” Brain asked, looking out into the open. “If it had I would have decided to come on this trip , So it’s a No, A Big Fat NO!” explained Iven.

            “Ok we get it, you are at the verge of depression and you are forcing out of it each time you feel like almost slipping. Tell us what happen, we want to help or at least try.” Said the simply enthusiastic Bindly.

“Each time I go of guard or be myself the goofy self I loose a friend, Each time I help by extension of a friend, without that particular friend knowing…….”; “what do you mean by, ‘by extension of a friend’, didn’t get it” Ivan’s narration was interrupted by Brian’s. “I meant a friends brother or a friend’s friend or something like that!” Iven explained with a slight taste of bitterness, for interrupting his narration.

“So as ‘I’ as in you were saying,…..” Bindly help restart Iven and he continued with a small smile. “ Well each time I tried to help or when I tried to bond I kept loosing them. I mean am I supposed to be on guard always, Should I become someone else to keep friendships”

“Hai this is ….. Ok why do you expect every single person too be your friend? You don’t need that many just a few good ones” said Bindly. “Well those few good ones, those are the ones I loose each time I be myself!.” Said Iven depressed and with a sagging sholder.

“Where did this happen, I mean the goofing around…..?” asked Brian querulously

“Coffee Shop, in a mall”

“ You complete idiot!” shouted Brian. “Calm Down brother you might start an avalanche.” said Bindly and continued to Iven, “What were you thinking, in that situation of-course her would get angry. Every will judge her, you can’t really blame her for reacting”

“I don’t blame her for anything. Fine I get it, I shouldn’t have been like that there. But she told me that this is a public place and I shouldn’t be goofy… and I changed then itself, but she just does accept that.”

“But wait how do you know it’s a her?” asked Iven.

“Oh please, really that is the most obvious thing ever, this reaction to this situation and you taking it so hard; that will not happen if it is not to the opposite sex” explained Brian.

“I have to be on guard I have to keep myself this perfect like character, People are leaving quite fast, Everyone I wanted to share my any achievements with, any special occasions with, all are leaving. Should I be on guard always, I only goof with a few people, they can tell me I will with draw and I can change why are they leaving? I just don’t want them to leave!”

Bindly smiled, “ There there It’s Ok! I know you wish you had someone ok with everything you do how would help you and tolerate you and scold you and when you change they will be there and if you don’t’ change they will keep scolding that would be nice wouldn’t it”

“Ya…” Iven murmured.

“What do you do when you ‘goof’?” asked Brian

“I do this (putting his around Brian); sometimes this (patting on Brindly’s shoulder); may this (gently tapping on Brian’s nose); and maybe this to (knocking on Bindly’s head). Ya things like that. Basically I don’t care if you are a boy or a girl I do some of these. Plus I won’t care if you are a boy or a girl I will really punch you in your face if you tic me of….”

“You're gona get punched back!” stated Bindly. “Ya that is for sure!.....” Brian added.

“I expect that, I want to get hit back ……otherwise it is bullying, I am bonding..!” Iven was using his high pitched voice that he uses when he states the obvious.

“Hmmm……” sighed Brian, “Indeed….” said Bindly……

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